sorry if anybody actually cares about this account and was hanging on the edge of their seat waiting for me to do something.

yea stuff has happened. quite a bit actually but i don't really feel like posting it here. i still love him but the concept of posting my obsessions on the internet has really lost its appeal. i'd much rather hunt down my closest friends and force them to sit through hour-long renditions about how he had his arm around me or how he sat in front of me on the couch with my legs over his shoulders.

hopefully my hunch is right and we're finally getting somewhere. it seems every time i see him he grows closer to me, and some reliable sources say it's not all in my head this time.

maybe i'll come back on here once in a while and grace you with an update but i can't garuntee that. in the meantime i'm going to leave my sad, pathetic excuses for poetic tributes to him here, for now at least.

good night world.

The Messenger